I hate feeling like a shit. I suppose everyone hates it. But lately it’s been pretty much all I could feel. Final year, final decisions, finals, final…Sucks monkey balls.
This was supposed to be fun and worth remembering and all the good things people say when they think about their youth. I really don’t feel that way. I want to just take a giant leap to when I’m 30 and married with children. Or at least have someone that guides me until then. I don’t want this last year when we’re all supposed to decide what comes next. I don’t know what comes next…I don’t want to know. It’s too stressful and I hate it.
I’m sick of all the people around me. I often have these phases, when I am rude to everyone because I don’t like them and I can’t hide that. Usually we can pretend but that’s the hard part right now. I’m tired of pretending.
This is not just a confused teen kind of phase, I’m not 15 anymore. It gets so real it scares me. But I know something…There’s no way I go back to where I started so I better pull myself together. I’m not the only one going trough this and nobody gives a crap.
I hope no one reads this blog anymore, though i don’t know where did the boost of visitors come from. I’m not even checking it that often. So just forget about reading this, i just had to write it somewhere…for me.
another one down the crapper.
1.Discover the Awesome Power of a Dream.
A vision for the future, that will capture your entire heart and at the deepest level, your spirit and soul. Open your mind up to the awesome power of your creative imagination (the way “God “speaks” to us, through our subconscious minds.
Allow yourself the courage and freedom to even fantasise until you get a vision, a dream of what your life could one day stand for. Meditate deeply, pray, ask God what is your unique “calling in life”, your purpose… and you WILL eventually get the answer.
2.Don’t surrender to negative assumptions.
Eg.”I’m too old, a woman, have no money, no resources, no contacts”. Challenge them. Nothing is impossible to the person who has the desire to succeed. As the proverb says, ” where there’s a will, there’s a way”.
3.Have a dynamic positive attitude to life.
CHOOSE it. That things will somehow work out for you. Be flexible in your thinking. Attitude determines your altitude and more than anything else, I believe, is a vitally important ingredient in seeing your dreams come to fruition.
4. Really BELIEVE that things will work out for you. Believe in yourself with honesty and humility….and not arrogance.
5. PERSIST
Look at all the options and check them each day. Obstacles and presures shift, like sand-storms. Never ever walk away from problems. Say, “I will until….”.
6. Be patient.
Like a good wine, a great dream usually takes many years to mature and then blossom. When nothing seems to be happening, don’t give up hope. Never.
7. Listen to others, really listen, instead of thinking what you are going to say next
Think how can I best help the next person. As Zig
Zigler wisely said, “You get what you want, by
helping other people get what they want.”
In turn, if you need help with something, don’t be afraid to ASK politely. People like helping others…and everyone has unique skills and knowledge, that they like sharing.
8.Never Give Up on the Core of your Dream. Never!
Ask yourself this vital question: What are the alternatives to NOT dreaming it… and only YOU can kill your grand vision…
Take care! >:D<
I know what are you saying…I’m in the final year as well and if you ask me what I want to after I graduate …to be honest i don’t really know…
sometimes I’m so scared when I think that after I will graduate I’ll have to embrace life..to much responsability in my opinion
best whises
Adina
although i think that dreams are made for people who refuse their own life… nicely threated subject you`ve got here
and about hte post. the awfull thing about this period.. it`s not the period itself that`s desturbing, but all the people who are trying to make take the same lame a$s choises that they`ve made, if you would just try to ignore them and make your own calls you`ll see that it`s not that bad…
Although you`re going to make a lot of bad choises, they are still yours !