Nişte stres cu licenţa şi altele de genu’ ăsta.

Nişte nervi pe nişte oameni enervanţi.

Nişte somn cam puţin în ultima vreme plus nişte oboseală care îşi spune cuvântul.

De vară, aşa.

Da-i gata totu’. Licenţa,nervii şi somnul insuficient.

Nervi vor mai fi doar pe briza sărată care-mi îndoaie cearceaful, pe norii care acoperă soarele din când în când, pe algele de la mal, pe valurile care mă doboară. Nervi dragi…tare.

Stres nu va mai fi deloc.

Urmează 10 zile de vis. Adică plec la mare. Imediat. Mai am un pic.

Pis.

Acum zic iar ”Cum puii mei?” când mă cheamă undeva și n-am chef, c-am fost plecată toată ziua, sau că vreau sa dorm, sau că nu m-am mai uitat la un episod de nu știu când.

N-ar trebui să fie așa, că doar ți-e prieten și îl iubești. Puii mei…

Tre’ să respect tradiţia. Nu se poate altfel.

De unde atâtea vizite fraţilor? Şi anu’ ăsta sunt frustrată şi destul de nervoasă pe Moş, dar nu mi-am vărsat amarul. Încă!

Am de gând s-o fac chiar acum…

Nu mai “mulţumesc” Moşului ca anul trecut, pentru că acum nu m-a enervat chiar aşa de tare. Deşi nu mi-a adus ce mi-am dorit, recunosc că nu s-a tras chiar aşa urat pe…cur (na!).

Acasă-i cald, frumos şi bine. Ai mei sunt toţi rumeni în obraji şi nimeni n-are chef de ceartă. Are oare vreo legătură cu faptul că (cică) de Crăciun suntem mai buni? N-aş crede.

Oricum…foarte urât din partea ta, băi Moşule. Ne-ai tras-o şi de data asta. Unde-i zăpadaaaaa???

(Ştiţi ce fac la 3AM? Citesc mail-uri si mesaje pe last.fm, descarc muzică şi mă gândesc unde sunt prietenii pe care nu-i mai am.)

Să Crăciuniţi fericiţi şi la cât mai mulţi ani!

PS. AICI e minunat.

29 oct – Dragonu’, Cedry2k, FaiboX , warm-up: Rapala

30 oct – Travka & DNB Halloween Party

5 nov – EMIL

6 nov – Serial Killaz

12 nov – Grupul de rezistenţă ( Naighba, Stoe Toxxic, K-Gula, Brugner, Dj Dox, Dj Undoo)

13 nov – Beardyman & JFB

@Youtopia:

2 nov – Guess Who & Spike

26 nov – Paraziţii

@Heaven:

4 nov – OLE Festival (Grasu XXL, Kamelia & George Hora, Santo)

This was supposed to be fun and worth remembering and all the good things people say when they think about their youth. I really don’t feel that way. I want to just take a giant leap to when I’m 30 and married with children. Or at least have someone that guides me until then. I don’t want this last year when we’re all supposed to decide what comes next. I don’t know what comes next…I don’t want to know. It’s too stressful and I hate it.

I’m sick of all the people around me. I often have these phases, when I am rude to everyone because I don’t like them and I can’t hide that. Usually we can pretend but that’s the hard part  right now. I’m tired of pretending.

This is not just a confused teen kind of phase, I’m not 15 anymore. It gets so real it scares me. But I know something…There’s no way I go back to where I started so I better pull myself together. I’m not the only one going trough this and nobody gives a crap.

I hope no one reads this blog anymore, though i don’t know where did the boost of visitors come from. I’m not even checking it that often. So just forget about reading this, i just had to write it somewhere…for me.

I love Leo.

His blog is awesome.

Aaaand i love this song.

Pis.

I am very brave now and i can finally tell you that i HAVE A CRUSH on you. You, Crush, are very moody. Sometimes you act like the guy from school, which i see on the hallways and never has the guts to say HI. Sometimes you are the friend of my friend which i don’t really know, but you are so cuuute. But most of the time, you are the one that makes my legs melt. You are the one that haunts my dreams, the one that puts that silly smile on my face.

So this is it. Now it’s ur turn to make a fuckin’ move.

Love,D.

Since you’re not my only best friend, I must speak for the others too. So this is for S,A(x3),M.

It’s not the friendship you have with the girl/boy that lived in your building and the one you went to kinder garden with. It’s from high school or even university.  And it’s the same. Strong, honest, special. Like all that we share. It’s nice to know that whatever happens, someone will be there to say “it’s okay”. For crazy nights in clubs when we forget who we are, for sunny, quiet afternoons when we take pictures, for looong shopping sessions, for chatting on ym for hours and still have things to say to each other, for every secret that we shared. I hope we’ll be like this forever.

Thanks aaaand I love you all.

XoXo (gossip girl. NOT) )

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror